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Sonntag, 16.04.2023

 
SWITCH- FÃœRIMMERPUNK!
SUN 16 04 2023
 
MUSICK:
 
* MOBILE RECORDER : VACUUM CLEANER
* MOBILE RECORDER : FILTERCOFFEEMACHINE
* MOBILE RECORDER : ADHESIVE TAPE
 
* NICK KAMEN - I PROMISED MYSELF 1990
 
* BURNOUT OSTWEST - KENNST DU EIGENTLICH SONIC YOUTH? 2021
 
* POISON RUIN - CARRION 2021
 
* THE MUDSHARKS - YOU FORGOT TO TELL ME 1989
 
* BACKROUND : MEDITATIVE MIND - 999 HZ MANIFEST WHAT YOU DESIRE
 
TTTEXT:
 
SORRY THAT SOMETHING ISNT HERE!
PLEASE START THE BEGINNING AND YOU CERTAINLY FIND WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR
 
ENTSCHULDIGUNG DAS ETWAS NICHT HIER IST!
BITTE STARTE DEN ANFANG UND DU WIRST SICHERLICH FINDEN NACHDEM DU SCHAUST!
 
me: "you are so sweet!"
my heart:" like cacao?"
me:" no, like candyfloss!"
 
ich: "du bist so süss!"
mein herz:" wie kakao?"
ich:" nein, wie zuckerwatte!"
 
ben:"sen cok tatlisin!"
kalbim:" kakao gibi?"
ben:" hayir,pamuk sekeri gibi!"
 
following song sent me my heart- this was this conversation between us then after i got this song in the radio listened through my candy healty ears--
in this life suits hundreds of disputes- how difficult it is for love- for giving effort- amongest in these fierce thunderstorms---
actually
actually only i can cry so deeply about-so much love- wrapped in invinsible silouhettes
which are always changing in forms like a fire smoke cloud in front of you
 
there is so many which the little brain cannot translate and grasp-
how super great is
all
ha?!
 
ah, and
do we have got one mouth and two ears- for so that we do more listen, than speak?
 
dieser folgende song hat mir mein herz gesendet- dies war die konversation danach, die wir führten, nachdem ich ihn im radio durch meine lieben ohren
gehört habe---
in dieses leben passen hunderte von auseinandersetzungen - wie schwierig es für die liebe an-für leistung hat-ist- inmitten all diesen heftigen gewittern
eigentlich
eigentlich kann ich nur tief aus mir darüber heraus weinen- über soviel liebe- eingehüllt in durchsichtigen silhouhetten
die sich immer wieder in der form verändern- wie eine feuerrauchwolke vor deinen augen
 
es gibt so vieles was der kleine verstand nicht übersetzen kann und fassen-
wie super grossartig es ist
alles
ha?!
 
ah, und
haben wir einen mund und 2 ohren - so dass wir mehr zuhören statts reden tun?
 
hmmm.. im so curios- even ill sure never get answers to all my questionmarks at so many!
the question i ask for is: all of musicians- which create and write so nice kind songs about the one they love or searching for- if they ever reached
and then lived this big love? OHHH!! I WISH THIS SO SO MUCH!
THERE IS MUCH LOVE TO GIVE AND
TO RECEIVE AND LOVE TO LIVE-
YOU ARE THE JUST ONE FOR SOMEONE!
 
" THERE´S SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL ABOUT KEEPING CERTAIN ASPECTS OF YOUR LIFE HIDDEN.
MAYBE PEOPLE AND CLOUDS ARE BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE YOU CAN´T SEE EVERYTHING!"
- KAZUYA KAMENASHI- <3
 
 
"MAMA? SHOULD I STAND HERE?" a little girl was asking her mum
sometimes only just one (kind)word could, may change a lot of peoples fate.
 
"ANNE? BURADA DURIYIM MI?" kücük bir kiz annesine sormus
bazen, sadece bir (net) söz cogu insanin kaderini degistire bilir.
 
"MAMA? SOLL ICH HIER STEHENBLEIBEN?" fragte ein kleines mädchen ihre mutter
manchmal, kann ein (liebes) wort, eine menge menschen´s schicksal ändern.
 
* machst du das noch? * do you still do that? * hala bunu yapiyormusun?
 
* JA- DANN LÄSST DU ES!!! * YES -THEN YOU LEAVE IT!!! * IYI- OZAMAN BIRAKCAKSIN!!!
 
* ...find ich schon! ..i think so! ..öyle buluyiyorum ben!..
 
*..recht und unrecht sind reine verhandlungssache! GOLLUM: WÄHHHH!!
* ..law- right and unethical are pure matter of negotiation! WÄÄÄHHH!!
* hak ve haksislik saf anlasmaya davasi! WÄHHHH!!
 
*..darauf spekulier ich nicht /...on that i dont speculate / .. buna spekülasiyonda bulunmiyorum ben
 
* ich habe die kontakte gereinigt / ive cleaned the contacts / kontaklari temizledim
 
 
*du wirst vom leben geliebt- sehr. egal was du tust- oder nicht tust- alleine nur, weil du atmest. es will, das du glücklich bist.
kannst du das glauben? ich wünsche mir, dass du es
iwann : weisst-
 
* sen hayatdan seviliyorsun- cok. nasil olursan ol, ne yapiyorsan, neyi yapmiyorsan- sadece, nefes aldigin icin. senin mutlulugunu ister.
inanirmisin buna? bunu bir zaman
- bildigini dilerim
 
* you are loved from live- very much. equal what youre doing- or you are not doing. for that just, that you are breathing. it wants that you are happy.
can you believe that? i wish, that you will someday:
know-
 
* CAVIT:" ..acilmasi icin - yeni bir hayata dönebilmen icin- helalesmekten baska cagren yok
eger bunu yapmassan - hayata karisamassin - hayata uzaktan bakan biri olursun -
o bana döner mi sorusu senin hayata karismana cogalmana bir gün bile
izin vermez." tesekkür ya!
 
* CAVIT: ".. damit es aufbricht, sich entwickelt- damit du in ein neues leben eintreten kannst- bleibt dir nichts anderes übrig, als dich von der person in frieden zu verabschieden
und es gewähren zu lassen. wenn du es nicht tust- kannst du dich nicht ins leben einmischen, einbringen- dann wirst du jemand sein, der das leben von weitem aus
zuschaut- stellst du dir die frage, ob diese eine person zurück kommt- gibt es dir nicht einen tag, um dein leben zu gestalten, um es voll auszuschöpfen
und sich zu erweitern." danke!
 
* CAVIT:".. for that it set out, evolve- for that you can step into a new life- you have no other choice - to leave,let go of this person in peace to give grant-
if you wont will- you cant barge, bring yourself into life- then you will be someone, who is watching the life from far away-
if you ask yourself the question if this person comes back to you- life wont allow you not a single day- to create, for use it to the max, and to expand."
thanks hey!
 
frag deine körperweisheit.
festhalten, an etwas, das nicht wahrhaftig ist- (FÃœR DICH) kostet dich mehr kraft- als du glaubst.
 
ask your bodywisdom.
to hold on , something, that isnt truthfully- (FOR YOU) costs you a lot of energy - as you do believe.
 
vücut bilgeligini sor.
her hangi birseyi tutuniyorsan, hakikatten, gerci degilse eger, senin enerjinden cok güc alir.
 
*"..wenn du es nicht nur so sagst,nur um es gesagt zu haben.."
*"..laf olsun digede söylemiyorsan..."
*" that you dont say, that just that you have said it.."
 
* innere sicherheit / inner security / ic emniyet
 
* vor n paar jahren hab ich das hier schon mal erzählt gehabt...ich war bei annika winkelmanns ausstellung innere sicherheit und kam in den genuss, eine
echte kriminalpolizei schutzweste anzuprobieren. und was geschah? ICH STAND DA WIEN COP! TOTAL SELBSTBEWUSST- WIE EIN NASSER AUFGERICHTETER TEEBEUTEL!
als ich freitag im garten so 3 h den rasen gemäht habe- tat tut mir da rücken bisle weh---auwww! die jugend! und ich lief automatisch dann nach 3h total
aufrecht- um ihn zu entlasten- so...erinnerte ich mich an diese schutzweste-wie gut ich mich fühlte- wie sicher ich in mir da stand.
fühlte mich sofort viel würdiger- sah, welches privileg am leben zu sein
es ist- diesen luxuskörper mit all seinen funktionen organen sinnen mit all seiner trinity da drin sein zu können. ein lebendiges wunder zu sein.
und-
nicht zu verwechseln mit falschem stolz und hochmütigkeit, sondern wien könig oder eine königin oder als non binär double love in one-
mit ganz viel herz, seele und friedlichem verstand über diesen wunderbaren planeten
schreiten zu dürfen. JA!!
 
deine schutzweste liegt direkt in dir selbst!
 
SETZE EINE NEUE ABSICHT!
 
gehst du mit der angst in der hand weiter?
oder mit der liebe?
 
PROBIERS DOCH MAL HE!
 
 
* a few years ago i was telling here the same yet... i was at an exhibition from my friend annika winkelmann named inner security and came to the
pleasure, to wear once an real protection criminal investigation department vest- and what happened? I STOOD THERE JUST LIKE A COP! TOTALLY SELF-ASSURED! - LIKE AN WET STRAIGHTEND UP TEABAG!
 
as i mowed the lawn on friday so 3 hours- my spine hurted a bit ---aawww! the youth! and i was just then automatically walking uprighted - to relieve him..
so..i remembered myself on these protection vest, how good i felt. how secure i stood there in myself.
i felt immediately much more worthy- saw, which privilege it is to be alive- to be in this luxury body with all its functions organs and senses yeah with
all its trinity, to be in this alive wonder. and-
not to confuse with wrong proud and superciliousness, but to be allowed to stride upon this wonderful planet like a king or queen or non- binary double love
in one- with much heart and soul and a peaceful mind. YA!!
 
your protection vest lies directly in yourself!
 
SET A NEW INTENTION !
 
will you walk with fear in your hand?
or will you walk with love in your hand?
 
GIVE IT A TRY HE!
 
hey, a short bloody story- on one god´s day my dad went bad. very bad. in bath. it got very dark inside of him while he made a bath.
my dear mum recognized a dull sound and found my dad lying insensible on the ground- my dear god, thank you so so much, that my mum was there!
she could have been anywhere instead..
and with the help of our neighbour theyve put him into the car, he was shortly awake and then again insensible-
and my mum drove to the next near hospital in the valleys
 
they´ve made a first help, too
but told my mum, that they have to go to izmir, to a big hospital- my dad had internal bleedings and they
havent got the machines and blood for that!
 
so after an one hour car drive- they´ve checked my dad in izmir´s hospital- still without senses- black outss.
and so then, my dad needed immediately new blood-for transfer- cause he somehow lost a lot of inside-
 
but in turkey- it is like that- you have to spend firstly blood- some liters- befor you can get some!
my mum spent of course, but it was too less- so and then she had to search for blood donor-
 
fearful and nervous my mum asked before someones at the hospital- but then reached our other neighbour living in izmir, zinnet on the phone, and she called her husband and some friends and spent..
after they had the blood, they gave the needed help to my dad.
 
even my mum and dad have their problems with each other, oh dear, yeah, they are like tom and jerry- but under the stroke there lays a love, which is sometimes
more invinsible but she is bigger-
she sat during the whole night on a chair beside my dad´s bed-
 
and thanks so much dear beloved ALL ones, for helping my dad overcoming this scare!
 
i was so shocked when i found out, that some functions in turkish hospitals are like that- not here like in germany - that you simply get blood in need.
 
hm, so ... i just want to share this story with you- when you look at the matter of courses in your life
with
under
new
eyes
or optic-
and that maybe you are grateful for such matter of privilege,
or let me say, that possibly you are very privileged- in so many ways-
you, we arent awared yet-
 
hopefully we have the same standards globally very soon- HA!?!
CAN YOU THINK ON THIS PLEASE TOO?? HA=? THANKKSSSS!!
 
 
4,5 milliarden
4,5 milliard billions
4,5 milyar
 
jahre
years
sene
 
alt
old
den bire
 
bu dünya gezegeni
dieser planet erde
this planet earth
 
simdi biz, sen ben,.., -yada o mu ? anliyormusun neyi?
alsoo..jetzt - ich du,wir oder er? verstehsch du- was?
alsooo..now - we, you, i or it? you check what?
 
* nefret igrenc bir duyguymus * hatered what an vile feeling it is /was hass für ein abscheuliches gefühl ist..
 
fühlst du dich wohl in deinem raum, da wo du jetzt bist? / do you feel eased in your room, i mean, in the room where you are right now?
/ odanda huzurlu hissetiyormusun,yani su andaki ?
also, bist du mit ihm verbunden? / also, are you connected with it? / yani onlan bir misin?
 
du bist der raum um dich herum.merkst du diese einheit, leben in dem raum, in dir und um dich herum?
 
you are the room around you. do you notice these unit, life in this room, in you and around you?
 
sen bu oda sin cevrendeki.bu birligi farkina vardin mi, odanin hayati, icinde ve cevrende?
 
so, nun geh mal 101 meter weiter mit deinem blick/gefühl und fühle deine verbundenheit, was da ist. fühlt es sich wohlig oder leicht oder trüb an? das ist dein
flow. dort begegnest du dem widerstand. wenn es einen gibt. BEDENKE, widerstand, ist der verstand.
 
so, now flow once 101 meters further with your view/feeling and feel the connection, what is there. how does it feel- pleasant or easy or muddy? this is your flow.
there you meet the opposition. if there is one. KEEP, opposition- is the mind.
 
simdi sen 101 metre daha ileriye bir git desem duygularilan ve baglantiyi hisset, orada ne var diye. duygu nasil? huzurlu, kolay yada tatsiz mi? bu senin akisindir.
orada direnciyilen bulusursun. varsa eger.GÖZ ÖNÜNDE BULUNDUR, direnc zihindir.
 
vllt bist du weit weg von dir? berühre dich doch mal selbst kurz. deinen körper, fühle auch tief hinein in deine eingeweide und herz.deine emotionen, spürst du eine
-traurigkeit vllt, die inne liegt? eine freude? wem oder was gibst du denn raum?
 
maybe you are far away from yourself? just touch yourself once short now. your body, feel also deep into your entrails, your heart. your emotions, do you sense one
-sadness maybe, which lies inside? a joy? who or what do you give room so?
 
belki kendinen cok uzaksin? sadece kisacik kendini bir dokunsana, vütütunu, derin icine duy, bagirlarina kadar kalbine kadar. emosyonlarin, belki bir üzgünlükmü
hissetiyorsun icinde yatan? kimi yada neye yer veriyorsun?
 
wenn du dein anatomisches herz, in deine hände nehmen könntest. einfach so halt... wie würdest du es anfassen? grob? sanft? würdest du es wiegen wie ein baby?
traust du dich überhaupt es anzufassen? oder würdest du dich vor scham verstecken, weil du es vergessen hast- so wie dich selbst vllt?
weil du dir bisher die zeit für dich selbst nicht genommen hast/ konntest? machst du das mal? mh.. dich selbst vllt nicht so wichtig genommen hast? <3
 
if you were able to hold your anatomic heart in your hands, just simply so ok... how you would touch it? rude? gently? would you rock it like a baby? you dare at all
to touch it? or would you hide yourself for shame, cause you have forgotten it? so, like yourself, maybe?
cause youve didnt take time for yourself until now/ could? youll do that once? hmm...you didnt take yourself so serious? <3
 
anatomik yüregini ellerine alabilirsen simdi, tamam mi..yani.., nasil dokunursun? agir/kaba?, yumusak/dostca? bebek gibi besikte sallanan gibimi? ellemege cesarettin
varmida? yada kendini utandigin icin bir yere saklanirmisin, cünkü unuttun onu? yani, kendini unuttugun gibi belki?
 
erinnere dich an die leichtigkeit, verspieltheit- damit sie wieder einziehen kann- in alle winkel deines lebens-
helfen tut loslassen,etwas gehen lassen, aufräumen, wegschmeissen, verschenken, entrümpeln- aus dem fenster
schmeissen, auf tauglichkeit prüfen
 
remember on easyness, playfulness- thereby she can again move in- in all corners of your life-
does help letting go, let something go, clean up, chuck away, give away,
declutter, throw out the window,check of the fitness
 
HEY ICH MEIN ES ERNST
HEY I MEAN IT SERIOUS!
 
DANKESCHÖN FÜRS ANHÖREN!
VIEL LIEBE LICHT UND FREUDE UND N PONY!
 
THANKS FOR LISTENING!
WISH YOU LOVE LIGHT AND JOY AND A PONY!
 
DINLEDIGIN ICIN TESEKKÃœR EDIYORUM!
SEVGI ISIK VE MUTLULUK DILIYORUM VE BIR MIDILLI!
 
 




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